Wednesday, July 8, 2009

I have heartburn

The only thing about being pregnant that I haven't gotten used to and I only have 6 more weeks to go is the heartburn! I get it ALL the time!! It is so annoying, I'll just be laying down or sitting s :p)omewhere just minding my own business when WHAM the heartburn begins! I never had morning sickness or any other real signs of pregnancy besides the heartburn (and the growing tummy :p)
I can't wait till Molly gets here but I'm freaking out at the same time! I hope I'm a good mom and BJ and I will start getting better in our relationship!

Sunday, July 5, 2009

Control

I have no control over anyone or anything else but myself. I have spent way to much energy trying to control situations around me when if fact all that is doing is making me go insane! I need to let go from the anger that I have toward my family, my boyfriend, my friends and just know that everything will work itself out just fine without me trying to figure out how its going to work out.

I forgive you!